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Miss bright eyes Lost in her own demise Her arm full of gashes Walls crumbling to ashes She was an oblivious ray of sunshine That nobody could seem to find time for An empty soul full of life Crushed by her very own knife She would jump through the fire Screaming to inspire But all she was to them Was trash waiting to expire Nobody saw in those beautiful eyes What she was worth Just because of her girth That same bright eyed girl Walks out into the world With a smile on her face And a walk full of grace Enough inspiration That could fill up the nation Miss bright eyes Now stands straight and tall To prove to the world Having nothing is worth

One more step and I knew I was dead One last hit; another blow to the head You didn't have to hurt me You didn't have to swear You should still be locked up But who said life was fair? Never again will I trust a man That says its okay, don't be afraid Never again will I follow a stranger Into a world of darkness and dare Countless times I did this and I never once feared Until that one night when he drug me down to my rear I can remember the look in his eyes The smell of his skin and feeling him inside And I shiver and cry Nothing could have prepared me for what came next Not a single emotion coming from this devil Only I'm s

Tonight I drank, but I didn't get drunk I thought of you but I didn't think about you I had a dream about you but I didn't dream of you I missed you but I don't miss you I lost you but I didn't lose you I don't understand you but I understood you I once believed you were the one for me But I don't believe in such mockery I loved you I'm just not in love with you I still want you but I don't need you like I used to I hope you understand my appreciation for you You did teach me a very valuable lesson, not to trust you.

This feeling will surely fade away Just like you did a few months ago The pain will subside and I will be free Free from all this agony and false hope I laid my life on the line for you And you broke me, into a thousand pieces I'm not some puzzle you can just put back together You only wish it was that easy My image now is tainted and ugly My heart is blue figuratively speaking of course You can't even look at me the same Where did the love go, seriously? It's not supposed to just melt away How can someone you love mean absolutely nothing to you When does the rain stop? When will the dagger get pulled from my heart And I can't

I can only write when feeling deep emotions I start thinking about you and my temples bleed I wonder how you found me I wonder how you found me I get happy inside when I look at our pictures memories from when we first kissed words left our mouth's without even thinking loving you has been bliss. It wasn't easy letting you leave I smiled and kissed with ease but down inside I had great grief atleast your not going across seas I miss you suga bear I keep laying in our bed smelling the sheets they remind me of you I wouldn't wash them if I was dared.

Laying in bed tonight I can feel your warmth on my skin But you are no where in sight Oh, how I wish you were here. The blanket smells of your scent The pillows still have your indent I can still feel the way you caress me My body wrapped in yours.. The way you make me escape into sweet extasy.. The way you place one hand on my thigh The other under my pillow and wrapped into mine I already miss your sweet soft lips Your beautiful smile Your caressable hips.. Your kind hazel eyes And not so pensive way of caring. My heart beats in tune with yours When you go away so far So if you want to lay your head on my chest And hear m

As I walk through the alley I see moving shadows I feel the heat as if there is someone there But all I can see are those moving shadows Should I be scared? Do I run? What if someone trips me and pulls out a gun? What should I do then? Grab it and turn it around on him? What if he is to strong? And he laughs in my face And I watch my very last seconds expressed on his face As he tickles the trigger I think back when I was young I never could have thought I'd die from a gun.